We took a different path

We took a different path but we want to reach the same place.

The sound of the temple bell to the sounds of key boards typing has been a long journey from my 20es to my 30es. Turning 31 this dec feels really old in my own timeline. I am not sure what i wanted in life exactly when i was 20 thinking about me becomming 30. I always enjoyed life as it came in, always driven with some mission to concurr the world. A lot has definetely changed. As i remember the old town of patan, krishna madir bhajans, the big gong on the himalayan sweets where u could sit and look into this historical city. City filled with lot of temples and in them lot of gods. It really felt like house of gods. And is not house of gods heaven? Maybe the pollution there, gives it off. It is not heaven. 

From there to Frankfurt, Germany- city of work, specially for me who comes from an aviation background. There are many companies i can work in here, that excites me. ( I can does not mean i will be hired. ) But i do want to be needed, I want to improve and learn more so that i can work in those exciting oppurtunities. 

Another similarity i find is, the noise. The place where i have move to in nepal is imadol, which is very nearby an airport. So its very common to just stop ur conv just to let another 787 fly by. Like a pause u take everytime Qatar air flyes on top of u. I find it just perfect. Similar to that frankfurt has the biggest airport in EU. Like a gateway for EU and the bedt thing is i can see parallel aircraft approaching to land there from my window.

So i do feel similar energies, where nepal is the place i was born, i grew up. And Frankfurt will be the place i will work, i will grow older. 

But I dont want it to be perfect, i want it to be true. I would leave frankfurt if there is an opportunity to grow somewhere else. But will always want to come back here. 

Maybe there is someone somewhere, who could see similar similarities and i could find her. Spend some good amount explainig to her about aircraft and let her explain about her live for something else. Go for a walk near the mainz river, complain about the smell sometimes but also praise the city skyscrapers. Praise about the U bahn connections but also about the bad traffic. We could travel around the world via Fraport (cheap). Travel to the east to belgium or france. Travel south to austria or switzerland. Life would be great if i would have her here in Frankfurt and share this experience.

However finding her is not as easy, it should also not be easy. But how and where would i find her maybe there is a clue somewhere out there. Maybe i will bump into her someday and we hit it off real well. I only wish to be in that moment and realize that, that is the moment.

Perhaps she is still in Nepal, perhaps she is in Germany. We took a different path, but i hope we find eachother and we will want to reach the same place.